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★9:02 PM | Wednesday, September 05, 2007
its all so weak. not doing any hw today. whole day was just filled with thoughts. watching tv like nvr watch. nth goes into my brain at all. its just blank. everyone seems so weak suddenly. i see those around me feeling down and unhappy. &i dont know what to do. like ys, he isnt as happy-go-lucky as he seems. he will still get hurt by words eventually. how we say him and teased him. i heard him yesterday at kfc. he sounds so sad, i dont know. but he's smiling. &he's really really kind and thoughtful. but the way we ppl treat him. dj, getting hurt by the pee-ing thing. putting all the blame on ys. when its partly not all his fault. &sad msn pm of being alone and left out. jk isnt an arsehole, for sure. &you'll nvr cause unhappiness becos of all that As. but we'll get unhappy becos you are unhappy. im happy you get those nice As. it look really shuai you now, one whole straight row. i wished i get that): sometimes its all just a joke. but too much really makes one think alot. i also always wonder am i really as they joked, acting cute. i think over and over abt it. making my whole day unhappy. in the end, i try to think of things i've made them happy. being happy is much lighter den not. but when friends get glommy, i will too. especially when there's nothing i culd do. all those spamming. why does he/she want ppl to dislike him/her. does it make things him/her happier. eventually it will not, certainly. my mind is still packed with loads of other stuffs. super crammed up. &i know not only me is in this situation. ppl in higher posts and ranks. or just any other. i hope it will all be gone soon, real soon. |
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