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&Get Them Typing To The Left.
Here's The Sweetest Place On Earth.
My Funland.

im really trying hard, really. completing my hw is my start. listening to teachers is really difficult, super. im trying to improve, change. i dont want to be seen as incapable. there's my will and ability. i've to work hard. i dont want to be rmb of my laziness in the past. i hate all those reminders. why cant your just see my little improvements, a little encourage. why must your keep reminding me. its like hell arse irritating. compliments really goes harder den a criticism. academic, friends, character. there's problems in EVERY corner. i want a break, a looong break. from all these where i can just be alone by my own self. piano, i've lost interest long ago. i want to quit and i will. im not going to waste mummy's money anymore just becos i dont dare to speak up. sometimes, i think its better i dont talk forever. cos my talking really sucks big time and actually no one wants to hear. or maybe some ppl hate it. how wuld it be like to be that really nerdy girl at one corner. lonely prehaps. but i need it once in a while. i dont want to be seen as blur or anything that is lousy. i just need time. im really tired of caring abt how ppl think abt me, keep on matter so much abt something called face. till i always think right after my every move what ppl think of. act cute, flirt and whatever shit. &den connecting to so many many negative thoughts that make my day go bad. i dont want to give up but im tired.