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Here's The Sweetest Place On Earth.
My Funland.

i really dont like maths anymore -.- its super hard can. &i have confirm no interest to listen to the same tone through 1hour and 10mins. den when tests come, I DIE :D lol. IM SO NOT SOTONG TAN :D i invented a new thing for zhiyong today, hahaha. 白痴 shake 白correction tape. LOL. he looks super dumb doing that action la XD make me laugh until cannot, HE'S A BAICHI :D &he kept mooooonster kill the WHOLE DAY THROUGH -.- super irritating. samuel totally pulled my kangaroo out, and its spoiled now -.- i cant hang it properly anymore, SEE LA. physics was free period and just played. DEN DEN, we were let off early! :D cos mdm tan had nothing for us to do, lol.

we consisting of me, jiahui, ammelia, shihan, xuxun and jiekang went to JE to eat before band. its start only at 4pm can -.- den we were super childish on our way there, play trains and all. till we got ourselves super tired XD den on the bus still pretend that jiekang was invisible, and try to make him isolated :x yeah yeah! we had a new couple made up. can i say anot ah, hm :D your can see for your own eyes la clever ppl, i dont need say :D its JIE MIN's mummy and daddy, hahaha. den went popular buy stuffs and back to school. wow, said many many on this trip ._. we wasnt late for band :D today only sec3s and everything was in tight schedule, cos we only had 2 hours to spent. im going to watch harry potter on friday! :DD with amabel they all, yeah! after band went chatting with xuanns under her vioddeck :D it was till 8 i think, hahaha. den i went home tired and all. tomorrow there will be PE :D

i really dont want to come home tonight. having to face daddy after a quarrel which he stills dont want to talk to me. having to face a sister who scolds me bitch. having to hold your tears so they wont realise your crying. having to stop thinking that maybe we really only left 5 years together. having to stop myself questioning does this family really loves me. having to keep reminding myself, shuwen you really cannot cry. its really super super hard. they just keep coming and i just keep trying to force it to stop. mummy and sister doesnt care whether we only have 5 years together. i off the aircon so that we can just live longer together, just that little while longer, but they dont matter whether they live anot. but i do, i do.. cos i dont want them to die. do they really dont treasure their life that much. why cant they treasure just abit more, so i can see them longer. what if we really really only have 5 years left together. will i be stucked with daddy not talking to me, sister hating me, mummy not caring anything. i really need a room to cry everything not worrying if suddenly anyones come in. cos my eyes cant stand it anymore and their going super red. shuwen, you must be super super super strong.