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Here's The Sweetest Place On Earth.
My Funland.

i made sister angry today. i slapped him on the face. but it was just out of fun. he got angry. he scolded me fucker. he stared at me. with those really really fierce eyes. im crying. im so so so scared of sister now. he is so scary. i dont dare to talk to him anymore. i scared instead of laughing like hell when i see him each time, i'll most probably be hiding away. he scolded me fucker, fucker..... i really lost my band badge. but they most probably think im just lieing. &im just some really dishonest girl. the eyes they gave. were so... cold. so cold. i din mean to lost my band badge. i really din. i might be smiling at dat time, but inside me i feel so so down. my impression to them must not been good at all. she complains to me abt other ppl all the time on how they ps her. how they go with the others. how they treated her. but aint she doing what others did to her to me now. by talking to someone i really really dont like. i dont have the right to stop you from getting back to your old best friend. but i really felt ps. its like.. aint you just like the others? you felt betrayed den. i felt betrayed now. today was a very happy one in the beginning. i started enjoying my new change of seat pretty well. but why did things started going so bad after dat. sister, band, her. sometimes i felt im just being made use of. its like im liked just becos i have some value for them. no one really liked me i think. i know very well i have many things ppl dont like me abt. im just irritating and annoying in their eyes. just like some pest. an unwanted nobody. i know dats the truth. i really hate this world. i really hate me. its like dat in the past. its like dat in the present. &it will forever be in the future. i will nvr really really be needed. im just not important. its hard acting happy. im really tired. im really really tired.