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★4:01 PM | Sunday, January 14, 2007
HERE IT GOES AGAIN.. quarrelled with bodysuit again. and she's complaining downstairs now. marmie's trying to solve the thing. but it's not going anywhere. neither of us wan to admit wrong. so, today's shopping trip most likely gone la. PUFF* daddie just now hit me on the head. KNN but i hack care liao la. all started only becos i lie on her, oh great. cos she took up the whole sofa. so daddie got angry and scolded at her. she started shouting saying meimei ke yi zhe yang, wo jiu bu ke li la. the problem is when i zhe yang, they not at home wad. she's always saying i can do this do dat but she cant. wun she get sick of it? now she like becoming the old me la. always nagging and complaining over things. i've learn to grow and when anything happens. i just shutup (: or maybe cry la. i dunno why i cry. but for god's sake i SWEAR, not to gain pity. it just comes naturally. but im not crying now of cos. i've grown up okay, big girl. she always there saying im not giving her respect. and just becos she's the elder i have to give her LOADS of respect wor. does dat mean i dun have a say. like i give her the limits to the respect she should have. she dun give me any, how nice wor. the only thing i like about her is she know's how to style and take pictures. i wan nothing else with her. cos i simply look down on her, i admit. im a wicked woman, so be it. i dun care anymore (: although it's always beta to have someone with you. but this kind of someone i dun wan. i know when i grow up i have my laogong can liao. i oso have my girlfriends, who nid sisters. i might have a higher possibilty of getting taken advantage on mrts. but i learn how to defence, i dun nid her comfort anymore. if i cant stand her, and she cant stand me. why cant she sleep by herself in HER room. for goodness sake, the place she sleeps now is like MY room? and i think its good for me to learn not to use her things anymore. i can have one of those when i grow up. and if the com spoils, i shuld learn to fix it. not always going to find her and let her put blames on me. she always loses in quarrels with me when she cant outtalk me. always ending with whatever. and when she cant tahan me outtalking her, she starts using violence. slapping, hitting. she loves it (: she have so many secrets with me she wans me to keep. but dats making me a bad girl to daddie and marmie. always putting me in very difficult situations. why cant she just keep her secrets properly so i wun any. i now so so regret for knowing her things. lucky im good at keeping mine ((: i cant believe im so calm now. WOOTS* maybe becos im too happy these few days. such small little sadness is easily overcomed. PROUDS* so throw them aside, i dun care anymore (: let's talk about last night. latest time i've reached home ever, 1am. haha ;p went to celebrate bday for didi. im always forgetting to bring my ezlink card out -.- and always having to waste extra money on transports. din get didi anything, so so sorry. actually wanted to pay for her dinner. but realise i spent money on taxi fare rushing to meet xiaonuer =x went to eat at marinabay the steamboat cum bbq there. me and xiaonuer just keep taking and taking. cos dat's wad i do when im with marmie. since marmie and daddie will just eat them all up. haha first time tried bbqing ((: and i got the hang of it soon. lucky not much chaota and not cooked yet. lol but i got shot by the oil so many times. i was like so oily dat night. we had a hard time waiting for seats in the first place. lucky didi have good eyesight. haha enjoyed ourselves there pretty much (: we even said to eat till 1am. but the shop closes at 11pm. LOL i ate LOADS of prawns la. and i have names for them somemore =x the 5 idiots who bullied me during the sec3 camp. haha ;p and mr thomas, mdm wu, mdm tan, xielaoyao and errr.. mr shawah [new principal] mr shawah is xiaonuer wan one, not me hor. kept peeling and peeling. but the person kept eating eating was didi. lol me and chuthing kept bbqing for her when she and ammelia go cut the crabs. one FULL FULL plate of meat, chickenwings. haha she go and cut the crab shell into TWO la. LMAO drank 2cans of water. too thirsty chuthing and ammelia went first. chuthing's marmie is strict =x stayed alittle longer eating xielaoyao and others. LOL we left so much crabs not even la. everyone all so full liao. den we played around with the food =x left the place when its nearing 11pm. haha actually still wna go esplanade. but scared no bus home. den we sat the red line forget change to green line -.- so took a VERY VERY LONG route home. didi was so funny on the mrt la. she kept singing and singing out loud. cos xiaonuer dun have music. so i joined in with her, but kept laughing xD den everyone was looking la. cos she was obviously off pitched most of the time ;p we walked from lakeside all the way home. cos we thought no bus wad =x actually i was suppose to reach home first. but im the eldest there only by a few months =x i say to walk them home la. lol in the end, when i was ALONE on the dark dark streets. i got scared and pratically run home. opps* reached home bathe, sms alittle den PA! fell asleep (; today's shopping trip for newyear is ruin by me lying, oh great. nvrmind. i oso nid to study for my grammar test tomolo draw my cells for physics and train my teeth to bite ppl tomolo ((: its going to be a fun day ahead. SMILES* (: |
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